an invite

last night i have got an invite from laarni, asking me if i can write in the mukamo paper. huh?! me? writing on a paper? never in my life did i get such kind of invite as well as an acknowledgment as per my writing is concerned. it is so surreal! having somebody tell you that you're a good writer. it's flattering as well as strange. i didn't get the best grades in essay writing when i was in high school, so i never had the confidence at all.

why the hell did i think of writing anyway? it all started when a friend of mine talked me into starting a blog... i was hesitant at first coz i know i am not a writer. oh well, i did anyway that's the reason why i had this blog as well as my RSD and my livejournal.... i thought i'd just write whatever it is that goes on in my mind and be spontaneous. i realised that whatever it is that i have written, it's all about what i felt and thought of and no one can comment violently coz that's is me that they're reading about. since then, i started writing without caring what other people would think of.

i would like to give credit to karlo, for if it weren't for his existence and all, i will not be able to put everything into words. if it weren't for my mushiness and for the things i feel about him, i wouldn't be able to write at all.

karlo inspired me. karlo inspires me til now.