...lesion of the heart

a lesion of the heart
prevailed the time when we were once apart
uncanny you''ve been through
and life for me had been new.

the day you said goodbye,
a almost wanted to cry
until now the word deafens me
everywhere your clamor i see

one day i came to you
knowing it was the best thing i could do
i offered you my friendship
se we could start a new relationship.

yet "no" has been your reply
that time i wished to die
proving that you got a special place in my heart
but you didn't even want to start.

each day when our eyes meet
within you there's anger, whet were was once sweet
hell over hell i've tried
but it doesn't seem to subside.

hidden feelings now i can't keep
for every hour it goes deep
now the time for me to reveal
that i love you, still...


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my bestfriend showed me this poem and i immediately felt what the poem was saying. she wrote this few days before my first love and i have broken up. she didn't write it for me. but she was there for me to help me move on. she knows that i am such a cry-baby but she has been very patient with me....i love her and i miss her so much.

i will never find another friend like her...a friend like aiee.