...afraid for love to fade

my head's in a jam
can't take you off my mind
from the time we met
i've been beset by thoughts of you
and the more that i ignore the feeling
the more i find myself believing
that i just have to see you again

never thought that i would be feeling this way since the last time that we've seen each other.
i have been thinking about you since. and yes! i really wanted to see you again and to be with you again.
though it's just a few days away, i still feel it's taking us forever. i really am looking forward to seeing you again and spending a lot of time with you.... i really miss you, too.


like a child again
i'm at loss for words
how does one define a crush combined with longing
longing to possess you oh so dearly
i'm obsessed by you completely
i'll go mad if i can't have you

well, not exactly. i know that some good things never tend to last. but if and when you and i will ever happen, i will do my best to be the best person you've ever loved--(i hope).
i really can't understand why we are filled with so much longing, yet we can't be together and make thingks happen. i am not pushing for something, this is just me wondering. i know how you feel about me and you are the same. we can no longer deny that fact.
i really want this thing to work and i want us to keep it. i mean, let's take such good care of this, this is our "baby". we've let this grow over time and i guess it is all worth it.... i want us to stay always.


i can't let you pass me by
i just can't let you go
but i know that i am much too shy to let you know
afraid that i might say the wrong words and displease you
afraid for love to fade before it can come true

i can't let you pass me by
i just can't let you go
let me say the things and say the words to let you know
i would rather say the awkward words that lose you
or for love to fade before it can come true
afraid for love to fade before it can come true

...so let me just say it again, because i might have the chance to tell you how i really feel: i love you, carlo.
and i thank you for making me feel loved and special.
you always make me smile.